amboneandonly

She turned away what was she lookin at?
She was a Sour Girl the day that she met me
Hey! What are you lookin at?
She was a happy girl the day that she left me
She turned away what was she lookin at?
She was a Sour Girl the day that she met me
Hey! What are you lookin at?
She was a happy girl when she left me
What would you do?
What would you do if I followed you?
What would you do I follow?
Don't turn away what are you lookin at?
He was so happy on the day that he met her
Say, what are you looking at?
I was a Superman, but looks are deceiving
The roller coaster ride's a lonely one
I'd pay the ransom note to stop it from steaming
Hey! What are you looking at?
She was a teenage girl when she met me. . .
What would you do?
What would you do if I followed you?
What would you do I follow?
The girl got reasons, they all got reasons
What would you do?
What would you do if I followed you?
What would you do I follow?
What would you do?
What would you do if I followed you?
What would you do I follow?
Hey! What are you looking at?
She was a happy girl the day that she left me
The day that she left me
The day that she left me
She was a happy girl the day that she left me
The day that she left me
The day that she left me
She was a sour girl the day that she left me

I won't admit when you sing this song; my insides bubble.

Awkwardly shy, but yet so confident that you know the words.

Cute?

No.

You hate the thought of being that.

Because you're so much more.

 Right? It's alright, let me take that spotlight then. You can be the 'tough' man you want to be, and I can take my sweet ass time to do as I need. I need you here in more ways than one. 3am phone calls for you reach me in the morning as I prep for my day. Are you sure you're ready for another round? I wish you'd realize how broken I am because of you. And how much I need you to guide me through this mess we started.

Another call.

Your voicemail seems to be like my star crossed lover. Whenever I dial, he picks up and tells me to leave you a message. Cute; he's too shy to ask me out though. Maybe if things continue like this, I'll be getting frequent flyer miles to come and see your phone.

I'd like that alot. And I'm sure it would too.

How to explain what happened in my father's words would send you into a fit. Though no one knows about the pain, and the void. His words from a few nights ago just sent me over the edge... Admitting I broke down Tuesday night. I'm ashamed of it, but even worse of today.

I just want to tell the world not to take anything for granted.

Trust me, everything can change with a few words.

Choose wisely before you speak.

All my projects are going to be halted until everything is on track.

Life is currently on a ultimate low.

You all are loved by someone.

Take your time to find them.

xxoo

Susie Q