March 16, 200811:22 am. When Amanda truly begins to loathe modern society.
It's sad how sometimes you can do so much and feel so belittled. Like your someone's New York Deep Dish Pizza box; thrown out of a 22nd floor window hoping to hit someone's yuppie ex-wife in the head. This week has done nothing but humbled me, and put me in a mild depression. I started off this week having to get books and homework; seeing as someone wanted me out of the state for a few days to be his other set of arms and comfort. Like always I agreed to do so (only because if I didn't; he'd surely find another way to get to me) but this time; I decided I needed to end the relationship, and rid my life of a selfish asshole. It's hard to understand the concept of why (but if you were to read previous journals you may/may not understand). So, I officially 'left his ass' and came home Friday, and well; nothing but harassment has happened since. I mean, I'm used to being called a worthless whore than is a waste of so much potenial... Until this morning anyways. As you may know, I got my permit weeks (Late January) back. Since I have yet to drive, because I live in Upstate New York. Near a crapload of lakes, ponds, and other things that cause lake effect storms. Mind you this winter hasn't been so bad (Thanks to YOU Global Warming *Hurrah Global Warminngggg*) But I still did not want to drive. So, coming home from church (Mind you, I believe in the Buddhist philosphy) my dad decides to pull over and orders me to drive. So I do so (and not to brag, but I'm way better than I thought I was) But like always my dad finds error in everything. (Like...I stopped before the stop sign.) And whenever I do the tiniest error, I get belittled. Like...Full bore screaming. Not about my driving either, tha'd be too lucky..About how in other words I'm a waste. Discuss: Your parents.
Posted on 03/16/2008 8:43 AM Comments (0)
February 28, 2008What would you do if I followed you?She turned away what was she lookin at?
I won't admit when you sing this song; my insides bubble. Awkwardly shy, but yet so confident that you know the words. Cute? No. You hate the thought of being that. Because you're so much more. Right? It's alright, let me take that spotlight then. You can be the 'tough' man you want to be, and I can take my sweet ass time to do as I need. I need you here in more ways than one. 3am phone calls for you reach me in the morning as I prep for my day. Are you sure you're ready for another round? I wish you'd realize how broken I am because of you. And how much I need you to guide me through this mess we started. Another call. Your voicemail seems to be like my star crossed lover. Whenever I dial, he picks up and tells me to leave you a message. Cute; he's too shy to ask me out though. Maybe if things continue like this, I'll be getting frequent flyer miles to come and see your phone. I'd like that alot. And I'm sure it would too.
How to explain what happened in my father's words would send you into a fit. Though no one knows about the pain, and the void. His words from a few nights ago just sent me over the edge... I just want to tell the world not to take anything for granted. Trust me, everything can change with a few words. Choose wisely before you speak. All my projects are going to be halted until everything is on track. Life is currently on a ultimate low. You all are loved by someone. Take your time to find them. xxoo Susie Q
Posted on 02/28/2008 5:33 PM Comments (1)
February 1, 20083 AM phone calls and too many nights away.I’ve never been so scared With every churn of my stomach, a thought of you arises These feelings un-kept and haunting with 3am phone calls Around me you say things feel right Wish I could say the same to you. I’ve never felt so sick Waiting for a day that was supposed to come days ago What happens if it doesn’t? Will I be tossed aside? The joke amongst friends, curious to why she’s so fucked up Maybe you should tell them Grow up Be a man You say you aren’t ready You should realize that everyone is waiting for you to fuck up I’m an easy mistake Easy listener that stays quiet A confidant a train-ride away John Mayer can’t blare loud enough to ignore the truth You’re falling further And I’m lost in the midst of it. I could play you like a book You seem to enjoy when others do that ‘I need to let her go’ You do, but we all know you need her. She’s your high school drug Ecstasy? Or cocaine? They both bring the feelings you need Ecstasy damaging your brain Cocaine your entire system I hope to hear your comfort It’s about time you play doctor I want to be the lunatic Strap me up with your lanky embrace Snap those buckles that let me loose And tell me it’s going to be all right Please Tell me it’s going to be all right.
Posted on 02/01/2008 5:53 PM Comments (0)
January 13, 2008Good Vibrations.Well, what's today?
The thirteenth if I remember correctly.
For you it may be the 14th or 15th when you read this.
Either way I really don't care.
You guys ever get the feeling that the world is crashing?
Exploding around everyone and ruining them
As you suceed?
My first few shirts will be out intime for V-Day.
And my brother's being charged with a felony.
Both things I find out this week.
A night in NYC making me a little more confused
Hiding away from the town that seems to capture you and hold you hostage
A little more aware of where I'm going.
A little more aware of why I have to watch myself
Things are so much easier if you take them just one day at a time.
I plan on spending atleast a week in Chicago this summer
Theres something that is drawing me there
And it's not some stupid band
Or member I may or may not run into.
Everyone has a place where they just click.
I wanna find mine before I graduate.
Which is possible for me to do next January.
I'll be uploading a few videos this week, you guys may or may not laugh.
BTW: Automatic Revolving doors SUCK
Posted on 01/13/2008 7:45 PM Comments (0)
December 9, 2007Warning, You Too May Have Jorgensenitious.It is not, and will never be cool to look like Ben Jorgensen. Infact, you will probably be uncool for your attempts to be like the frontman of Armor For Sleep. That said, let me show you someone that currently has a case of Jorgensenitious.
![]() Let me introduce a Mister Pete Wentz. At first glance, you may or may not be thinking "What the fuck are you talking about?"...but let me show you something else.
![]() ....that did not, I repeat did not come from me...
(*coughs a few times to get your attention*)
![]() ![]() (Photocredit? Top: PeteWentzOnline.org Bottom: Ben's Myspace) Something as simple as letting your hair grow out may cause Jorgensenitious, but I Dr.Susie Q think Mr.Wentz may or may not have a growing sensation for Mr.Ben. I mean, I do anyways...
How do we cure Jorgensenitious? I, Dr.Susie Q have the answer.
1. Drop anything blonde you may or may not have in your life. If you cannot drop it, dye it's hair a nice pink or black.
2. Comb your hair back, showing off your age.
3. Proceed not to comb your hair for several months, apply product, but please do not comb or wash.
4. Grow a long beard, it's the 'in' thing not to do.
5. Wear skin tight clothing, or just don't wear clothing at all.
Thank you.
Are you worried that you may have Jorgensenitious?
Well, Dr.Susie Q can help you too, it's rather easy to get rid of Jorgensenitious if you do have it, and are not at Mr.Wentz's level.
Step 1: Delete all photos of Mr.Ben you may (or may not) have. Concert footage? Toss it.
Step 2: Proceed to dye your hair one of the colors of the rainbow. If you have dark hair? Bleach then dye.
Step 3: Whenever you feel Jorgensen-type actions coming your way, print and place this sheet on the hardest surface you can find, and follow the instructions.
![]() And you too will be free of this horrible disease.
Posted on 12/09/2007 1:26 PM Comments (0)
December 7, 2007Let's Talk About The FutureBut before I can talk future wise, I think it's time to say what I've been doing to get myself out there in the last few months. Other than abusing all the macs I have been in contact with, I've been doing some serious studies in photography. Not because I want to be a top notch photographer, but I believe that being behind the lense gives you this high comparable to some drugs.
So does listening to Rolling Stones BTW, if you really wish for a fix.
Along with these photography courses, I'm preping up to start my own online clothing line. I've been doing custom orders for people around town, but I've decided it's time to work for something big.
(And think about it this way, I can do a well fashion portrait, so I won't have to do anything other than grab some models -which has covered-)
Tonight I'm reflecting on how much I've matured in the last year, and how to keep going in the right direction.
The Cosmos
If you notice my second little friend, that's part of what I will be (and currently am) working on. The Cosmos is my duo with the wonderful, and my lover Hey Christine, aka Trendy Secret on here.
![]() (She's mine, so back off. Rawrrrr)
Drawings
I gave up commission work (the doodles I used to do) I mean, I still do them, but not nearly in the same affect as once before. If you do want some sort of commission for some strange reason, contact me and send $3 my way and I'll do something for you hun. (lol cheap and loving it)
![]() ![]() Shirts?
I hope to have some stuff out by late March '08, that is if I can set it all up right, and get some people I know will buy.
This Buzznet?
...Will be heavily updated. Trust me, in the next few weeks your going to get to view upon who Susie Q really is, and why she's such a loser.
Lastly, Photography & Modeling.
I might be doing (will be doing) alot of modeling in the next few months. It's going to be hell, but it's something I love to do. Along with this, I will be doing a ton (and I mean, a ton) of fashion shoots. So if you wanna get some photos, or even have me retouch your stuff, just leave a message hun.
![]() ![]() xxoo
SusieQ
Posted on 12/07/2007 5:13 PM Comments (0)
November 22, 2007Giving My ThanksIn honor of the day today, I took aside this time to give thanks for everyone and everything that is currently taking place in my life.
To start off, I thank my father, and (I suppose) my mother for bringing me into the world. May you be graced within the next year as I continue to screw up and mess around.
Secondly Kate, My Brother, and my sister. Thanks for being there.
Third, I'd like to thank the local music scene: because without you I actually stick out in a crowd: wayyyy more than I should.
I thank all my other friends: the ones that keep their names in hiding because their scared I'm going to eat their brains.
I'd like to thank you Mr.Douche, for finally growing up....except not really. You make a girl feel at home, even when you only show around every few months. I'm sorry for all the bullshit that people have been giving you, but it's nothing new....right?
I'd like to thank Pete Wentz:
For Breaking His Foot, and it somehow ending up on E!.
For Making Fangirls Jealous, you still straighten your hair.
For Being 'Half-Gay', making me wonder why you just don't say Bisexual.
For Your Efforts (as well as Andy, Joe, and Patrick's) with Invisible Children, and Burma as well. Your doing good.
For Being A Role-Model, Yes, You can have your 7 1/2 inch penis on the internet and still be a decent person. (I wanna say that's a good estimate)
To Mr.Beckett:
For proving that your shoe size has NOTHING to do with the size below the waist.
For having nice hair, because as with Mr.Wentz, it's proven to be important.
For being stick-thin: it's great dear, it's great.
To Panic! At The Disco:
For giving me something to nag about.
Hurry up already with the fricken' CD, so I can download it for free.
To Jack Marin:
For Dissappearing, and not yet being found.
.....Where the hell are you?!?!?
To Shaant:
For Giving me a reason to go to the Dermatologist over buying fake BAPE.
To You Guys:
For reading my shit, and being nice and throwing buzz's at the Pete Wentz shit.
I love you.
Lastly, to my TrendySecret...
Little Miss Christine.
My honey bunches of oats, coated by that confectionary honey.
This year, you've gone through a lot, and well...life has it's ups downs, and inbetweens. Needless to say, every year is going to be like that in a way. You've made this year: alot better than anyone else has even tried to do for me. I give thanks to that, and that we may have many more years of this.
Thanks to you all, and may you all have a great thanksgiving.
xxoo
Susie Q
Posted on 11/22/2007 9:40 AM Comments (0)
November 11, 2007Not too sure on how to explain.
birthday came early
walmart and a small venue dashing eyes daring smiles it's strange the life some people get to lead. fans mean the world enemies maybe a bit more take your time with smile and a song your fans will give you a world of adoration. not too sure you understand my eyes are constantly in awe of someone's stage presence. yours always captivates me and sends me for a wirlwind of passion, infatuation, and complete awe. thank you so much it really means the world to me. sorry i left so soon, i think you understand it all though, a bit more than i ever will. xxoo Susie Q
Posted on 11/11/2007 7:38 AM Comments (1)
November 10, 2007Hmmmmm....Susie Q's enjoying this
Normally I'm the first person to give someone their privacy, but in this case, I'd like your opinion on a few blog posts, and I'll tell you why I find this so intriging to me.
Wednesday, November 07, 2007a sketch of nashville in words.afternoon rythmic no sleep dream.body rigid. mind convulsing. i went scanning thru frequencies as my eyelids stuck shut. reminds me of the first time the emt's gave birth to me. or back to me. whats the difference between a vision and a hallucination is simply whos giving the diagnosis. the visions were so bright they burnt shadows on the inside of the room. were a wagon party. hobbling around on a walking cast is bad for the ego but has done wonders for the writing. i see the world in slow motion. theres shivering everywhere. even the puppy has california blood. too cold outside, too hot inside. fall has stolen the country from here. there are no banjo hearts out on the street. the weather doesnt have the charm or hospitality it usually does in these parts. and sleep never comes naturally anymore. boys playing men in flannel shirts- homage or parody of what once was. whos gonna be left when its all and done? im exploding just too slowly for anyone to take notice. Friday, November 09, 2007honey is for bees you silly bear and besides theres jellybeans everywhere/my heartbeat would swallow you whole...havent slept in days.think i am starting to crack. my room is thrashed, covered in jelly beans and i almost cried while watching the nanny diaries- i think its not funny anymore. sick of watching what genius is. sometimes genius is being completely ordinary. when i look up at the sky i want to eat the stars. its daylight again, everything goes back to being boring. nothing too much to say. just gonna watch the world spin this morning. I'll be honest: normally I'm the first to crack a joke, make a tease of this young (or aging) arrogant fool. But today I've decided (since this hotel room is cramping my style and making me feel much more compact than you'd ever understand) to be nice. Mainly because there's some gossip going around the circle of Oh No They Didn't. (Not that there isn't normally, but for once I'm trying to compromise with the asshole in me, alright?) http://fadedyouthblog.com/ is where the drama started coming from: before a used tells about Halloween night. http://community.livejournal.com/ohnotheydidnt/17323399.html?thread=1998296455#t1999047815 I guess Pete was having too much fun licking Schlep? Get better soon: or start listening to Take This To Your Grave and gimme some old hits. Loser's need to get their fixes too. xxoo Susie Q
Posted on 11/10/2007 6:18 AM Comments (2)
October 18, 2007To My Buzznet Bitch Extraordinaire (Yes Yes, To You)For about four years I've hated this town
There's so much I just want to get out Since graduation was long ago Please somebody get me out of this hole Cause I don't want to get stuck in here When I am thirty-four just talking about high school years No I don't want to be there an I feel so stuck right here Back and forth side to side oh my dear My foot to the floor I will drive to the place Where I can kick it with friends through the night A place well talk about now and the past what the future holds Hanging out with not much to do Just aimless with each other is what we do Cause this ain't where it's at My friends will second that And I gotta admit sometimes it's pretty sad But it's like were our own brat pack Were always kicking back nobody can take that That is that it's like it's all we have Whooo whooo ya oh come on Say oh oh get on the floor Dance till you got no more I know it's there somewhere Don't worry I'll be there to rock the party all night To rock you till there's light, our fists in the air Fighting a good fight Cause we were singing along to Peter Gabriel sledge hammer song You know it's clear that tonight we belong in this place So I stand back to reflect in this town I hate At least just for a second I think I might stay This ain't where it's at My friends will second that And I gotta admit sometimes it's pretty sad But its like were our own brat pack Were always kicking back nobody can take that And that is that So ill run away to the hopes that I have That still I fall asleep in the arms of my past And when I wake so helpless and thinking of that just lay back down Again Everyday So maybe later today I'll know What I will do with my life as I know it Maybe for now ill drive back to that place where I belong And hope to God it hasn't changed This ain't where it's at My friends will second that And I gotta admit sometimes it's pretty sad But its like were our own brat pack were always kicking back Nobody can take that no no no This ain't where it's at My friends will second that And I gotta admit sometimes it's pretty sad But its like were our own brat pack were always kicking back Nobody can take that That is that it's like its all we have Even if no one else does.
I love you.
<3
Honey Bunches Of Oats.
xxoo
SusieQ
Currently:
-Talking Dad into letting me move
-Talking John into tossing me onstage 11-18
-Confessing my secret's to strangers.
-Plotting Boob Job
-Plotting Butt Removal
-Plotting World Domanation
-Listening to: It's Not A Side Effect Of Cociane, I Think It's Love.
-Reading: Blogs.
Posted on 10/18/2007 5:11 PM Comments (0)
October 11, 2007A rant for some people Panic!ing At The Disco.
Now I know I'm one to talk. So if your easily offended please turn away as I rip on George Ryan Ego Ross.
By the way if you actually have something to say comment me. I'm sick of messages. Viva La Cobra! Comes out October 23, when they have had less time... DRAMATICALLY less time than Panic, and they've given up two clips on their purevolume. What has Panic done? True love, is it a Fairy Tale? No. Personally I liked them better when they sang about strip clubs and their girlfriends cheating with testostrone males... And shotgun weddings, and photo-ops. I think as punishment they should all suck my big toe. Or maybe give me some of their clothes for my next photoshoot... Now for other news, If anyone is willing to return Jack Marin to me- here's the spot to do it.
Posted on 10/11/2007 8:12 AM Comments (0)
October 2, 2007It really makes me wonder
Sometimes I don't understand society, and sometimes it doesn't understand me.
I wonder what you think of me and what I should do about it. 'Hold your head high heavy heart.' I'm sick of holding my head. Want to give me a spot to rest it? Close my eyes. Plug my ears. Theres nothing I can do for you without knowing what's wrong.
Posted on 10/02/2007 1:31 PM Comments (0)
September 1, 2007HAHAHAHHAHAHAH Bitchin'!!!!Wow....I can only put my lips perked to everything going on in my mind. Yeah, this November...the 18 I turn sixteen. Years ago my brother told me that my 16th was going to be crazy shit. I never expected this.
In the last hour I made about twenty phone calls, to him and a ton of people that would be pissed if I started dropping their names. We don't need a big big mess on our hands.
Who wants to bet....my 16 sweet is going to make me gasm?
It already did (just kidding).
My brother told me to check Cute Is What We Aim For's myspace....and my jaw dropped. I didn't think I was going to see the FOB, GCH, CIWWAF tour because they were only going to NYC.
Those bastards....my fucking god.
They are at the Blue Cross in Rochester on the 18th. It's a Sunday Night....
O,O I almost shit myself.
After calling all the people I know would know....I wiped my eyes. I'm not dreaming....
Oh, my fucking god.
xoxo.
Susie Q.
Posted on 09/01/2007 7:52 PM Comments (3)
August 4, 2007Boy crushes & Time to Critic10. Chris Evans
9. Brendon Urie.
8. Pharrell Williams
7. Teddy Geiger (Who is basically just like Alex Evans except actually famous in the outside world)
6. Alex Evans
5. Mike Carden/The Butcher
4. Pete Wentz
3. Patrick Stump
2. Ryan Ross
1. William Beckett (But We Already Knew This)
Alright, now time for the real reason I made this journal.
If I get one more fucking message about Pete's modeling photo's I might shove my phone down your throat. YES, I know he just signed to One Modeling Agency, and yes I think infact it's a good idea for him to market his 'unique' (eyeroll) style. Yes, I did say unique, because obviously the agency didn't know that they could find plenty of look-a-likes by searching myspace for about 2.5 seconds.
Now before you all go and shit your pants for that remark, let me tell you something. Pete's working his 15 minutes of fame quite well, I'm glad for him. Truely, the man is ingenius for using one bad incident to go and make many (many) better.
Do I think he should focus more on his music? His muse?
Pfft, it's his choice. Yes, I think it's good that the man is dipping his feet into all aspects of the entertainment industry while he can do so.
Now it's time for me to be honest: If he wasn't as infamous as he is, honestly Pete wouldn't have been signed by the modeling industry's standards.
Most models are 16 to 25 nowadays, and there are a few exceptions. When I say few, I mean very few. Runway models run even younger, I know a girl that was signed at 12 to go to New York and catwalk.
Anyways... I think I should get him to model my clothes. =D That is if I can afford it....
![]() ![]() Ahem. I'd hire him...he looks like he really could sell that sofa, if he stayed on it.
XOXO Susie Q.
And credit goes to PeteWentzOnline for the pictures
Posted on 08/04/2007 3:37 PM Comments (0)
July 21, 2007Oooh this is interesting.I've stumbled on a goldmine to get analyzed for a relationship with certain star's on this site. It uses the date, time, and where you are when you were born to give you info. As well, it used certain star's birthday's and locations to get a little relationship data on them.
William Beckett (The first one I found lol)
Secretive and inclined to brooding silences, it is difficult for others to really know his inner core, for William Beckett only trusts and opens himself to a select few. Allowing himself to be vulnerable and to relinquish control in relationships is not easy for Beckett. William has intense, passionate loves and hates and is a jealously loyal and protective friend - or a fearsome foe. William Beckett has a nasty habit of holding onto past hurts, resentments and guilt - and to keep such feelings to himself. It is important for William Beckett to learn to forgive and let go, as well as to express his feelings openly and directly, rather than hiding or repressing them. He is not content with superficial appearances and is always probing beneath the surface of things for hidden motives. William Beckett has a great deal of emotional depth. William Beckett has a sympathetic nature and instinctively reaches out to people in need of help. Beckett also has a deeply ingrained tendency to want to improve or "fix" other people's lives, which can be annoying to the person who has no desire to be changed or "helped" in this way. For William, affection and caring must be expressed in tangible acts of some kind. He is inclined to be somewhat gloomy, is easily offended, and he tries to suppress the jealousy he may feel. William Beckett may have been brought up to sacrifice and forego a lot of things, making him a bit hard and unyielding in later life. His love feelings and desires are easily aroused but he may find it difficult to sustain his romantic interest in relationships after the initial, exciting "chase and conquest". William Beckett enjoys a dynamic partner with a strong independent streak, and he does not like things to become too peaceful or predictable in the love arena. William wants to see sparks fly once in awhile, even if it means instigating a fight. Beckett is a very sociable, congenial person and he wilts very quickly without relationships with good friends and people to share good times with. William Beckett thoroughly enjoys working with others on group projects or community activities. He is quite happy when he is a part of a club, support group or team of some sort. William Beckett is extremely amorous and it is difficult for him to go without romantic relationships for very long. When he is attracted to someone, William Beckett pursues her very ardently and sometimes comes on too strong. Being engaged in creative or artistic work can also satisfy his very strong desire for love and beauty. William Beckett has artistic interests and may be attracted to people who are artists, are connected with artistic endeavors or interested in art. He is very sociable and feel more at home in beautiful surroundings. His personal relationships are very affectionate. William enjoys the company of other people and has a harmonious attitude toward them. William Beckett also has a sense of art and may decorate his surroundings very artistically. William tries to understand others completely and has the ability to feel their joy with them and also to suffer with them. When William Beckett loves someone, he loves with his whole heart and is inclined to reveal his most inner and private feelings. Ryan Ross Ryan Ross responds very strongly to the emotional tone and atmosphere around him, and can be dominated by his fluctuating and unpredictable moods. Ross often appears irrational to others because he cannot always explain the reason or source of his feelings. Anyone who lives with Ryan Ross must accept his ups and downs and appreciate Ryan's need for times of withdrawal. Ryan Ross is also very sympathetic and understands the unspoken feelings and needs of others. Ryan Ross takes slights and rebuffs very personally and though he may forgive a transgression by a friend or loved one, he never forgets it. Though he yearns for close relationships, Ryan Ross often closes himself off and does not really trust others who may wish to get to know him. Ross is very wholehearted in his feelings and responses to people, and he wants all or nothing from the people he cares for. Ryan Ross takes offense rather quickly and his instincts are to fight, defend or act first, and ask questions later. He has a tendency for impatience, irritability and outbursts of temper, especially in response to minor frustrations. When he is not actively involved, he is not comfortable. Ryan Ross actually prefers a rather rambunctious, feisty, competitive atmosphere to a peaceful one. Although he is impetuous and easily provoked (as mentioned above), Ryan Ross also has a good-natured, live-and-let-live attitude and a sense of humor, which balances it all out. While hotheaded at times, he is usually a good sport. He is easygoing, agreeable and tolerant, willing to overlook others' mistakes, forget the past, and begin anew on a positive note. He enjoys making others comfortable and happy, and he sometimes overdoes his generosity. Ryan Ross often feels that "everything will turn out all right no matter what I do", thereby becoming lazy and lackadaisical. Ryan Ross possesses the gifts of tact, courtesy and consideration, and has a strong desire to please and understand his love partner. Because he values harmony so highly, Ryan Ross will compromise a great deal to avoid any discord or conflict in his relationships. Ryan does not like to dwell on controversial or emotional subjects and often tries to "smooth things over" or "sweep them under the rug". In love relationships, Ryan Ross wants an intellectual peer, an equal and a friend. He is attracted to people who have a certain finesse, delicacy and subtlety. Ryan Ross appreciates good manners and refinement and is not happy with coarseness or bluntness in a person. Ross is a very sociable, congenial person and he wilts very quickly without relationships with good friends and people to share good times with. Ryan Ross thoroughly enjoys working with others on group projects or community activities. He is quite happy when he is a part of a club, support group or team of some sort. He is quickly aroused and likes to play with fire. A bit of a Don Juan, Ryan Ross seeks adventures in love relationships, but tends to be somewhat promiscuous. Ross tends to lead a modern way of life; his style of clothes as well as general life style.
Brendon Urie: His desire for harmonious relationships and surroundings is so strong that he avoids personal confrontation or any expression of intense, unpleasant emotions. Brendon Urie is an idealist who would like to paint the world in pastel colors, and live in peace and harmony with others at all times. He is able to see points of similarity and unity with people who are vastly different from him, and befriend many different types of people. He is a considerate and thoughtful friend, and has a real flair for making others feel accepted and appreciated. Inwardly, Brendon Urie is often torn with indecision and is much more at odds with himself than others would ever guess based on his flawless disposition. Brendon Urie often makes decisions solely for emotional or personal reasons, because something "feels right" or because he has always done it a certain way and he is uncomfortable changing it. Even when Urie thinks he is being rational, his prejudices, intuitions, and feelings influence his thoughts a great deal. Brendon is comfortable talking about feelings and personal subjects, and sharing confidences, which enables others to express their own inner feelings with him as well. Brendon Urie has good psychological insight into others. He is assertive and confronts difficulties in a direct, no-nonsense sort of way. Brendon Urie cannot tolerate self-pity or passivity, and he can be rather brusque with others' emotional problems. "Stop crying and do something about it" might be Urie's motto. Although he is impetuous and easily provoked (as mentioned above), Brendon Urie also has a good-natured, live-and-let-live attitude and a sense of humor, which balances it all out. While hotheaded at times, he is usually a good sport. Gregarious and fun loving, he is always out to have a good time. Brendon Urie tends to "play now, pay later" and is prone to overspend, overeat, drink too much, and in general overdo, and even more so when in the company of others. It is hard for Brendon Urie to say no, especially when Urie's emotions or appetites are involved. Generous to a fault, he is likely to be very free both with money and with affection. Although Brendon Urie was portrayed above as being assertive and combative, he also has a diametrically opposed tendency - namely the urge to escape all contention and ugliness. This may mellow Brendon's fiery reactions somewhat, or he may seesaw between the two. His softer side is described in the following paragraphs. He is a dreamer who is attracted to the inner, mystical side of life, and may have trouble distinguishing the real from the imagined or illusory. Brendon does not enjoy confrontation and becomes very evasive when problems in his personal life or relationships arise, and escapes into his imagination in order to avoid dealing with them directly. He is also rather gullible and naive about people, especially if his sympathy has been aroused. Brendon Urie is very sensitive to music and can use it to achieve emotional balance and harmony. Brendon Urie has a very attractive personality and loves to socialize. Because of this he is very popular, especially with the opposite sex. Brendon Urie also has a sense of beauty and may be interested in some kind of artistic work or hobby. Brendon Urie thinks big and is insatiably curious. He is interested in many fields, is talkative and a pleasant conversationalist. Kind, easy-going and optimistic, Urie has good comprehension and excellent command of language. His relationships have an emotional overtone and Brendon Urie has a strong desire to share his feelings with others. His circle of friends is likely to be large and Brendon enjoys many pleasant meeting with them. His thinking is dictated by his feelings and Urie may rely on his intuitions and impressions rather than practical means. His advice may often be sought and heeded, because Brendon Urie seems to know and understand what motivates others. Tremendously softhearted and sympathetic, Brendon Urie gives very selflessly and devotedly to those he loves and often allows others to become overly dependent upon him. More compassionate than passionate, Brendon Urie may become romantically involved with a person because he or she expresses a need for love, rather than out of mutual pleasure or attraction. He is drawn to sensitive, imaginative, gentle souls - poets, musicians, dreamers - or to someone Brendon feels he can have a deep spiritual relationship with. Brendon Urie idealizes love and has a very beautiful, romantic vision of what love relationships can be. Brendon is attracted to foreigners, exotic places, traveling, and to people who can expand his horizons, teach him something, or show Urie places and worlds he has never experienced before. Sharing a philosophy or ideal with his love partner is important to him. Also, Brendon Urie feels love and kinship for people everywhere, not only with his own family, nationality, or group. Finding similarities and making links between people from differing backgrounds or with different perspectives is a gift of his. He is serious and finds it difficult to enjoy himself in a lighthearted, open and playful way with others. Brendon Urie rarely does something purely for pleasure, and can be very close-fisted and parsimonious. Perhaps due to painful separations in his early life, Brendon is very cautious about becoming involved in close relationships and sharing his feelings. Though Urie craves love and affection, intimacy is difficult for him. He may become romantically involved with people who do not value him or treat him well. Brendon Urie needs to learn to love and value himself before he finds happiness in love. Brendon does not hold back with his charms and shows everyone what he has to offer. His personality is quite dazzling and enables Brendon Urie to attract many people. His need for affection is strong; and Urie will probably have very intense love relationships.
Patrick Stump: Tenderhearted and sympathetic to an unusual degree, Patrick Stump has an understanding of other people's feelings and needs which borders on telepathy. Patrick Stump is extremely compassionate and cannot bear to see any fellow creature - human or animal - suffer. Because of his kindness and nonjudgmental attitude, people suffering from pain or confusion are drawn to Stump for help, which he readily gives. Sometimes Stump's soft-heartedness is taken advantage of. He is a gentle, poetic soul and has a great love and affinity for music. Because many of his feelings are vague and he cannot easily verbalize how he experiences life, music seems a natural language for Stump. He is also extremely romantic and often "in love with love". Though he wants close relationships very much, Patrick Stump often closes himself off and does not really trust others who may wish to get to know him. Stump is very wholehearted in his feelings and responses to people, and he wants all or nothing from the people he cares for. He is assertive and confronts difficulties in a direct, no-nonsense sort of way. Patrick Stump cannot tolerate self-pity or passivity, and he can be rather brusque with others' emotional problems. "Stop crying and do something about it" might be Stump's motto. Although Patrick Stump was portrayed above as being assertive and combative, he also has a diametrically opposed tendency - namely the urge to escape all contention and ugliness. This may mellow Patrick's fiery reactions somewhat, or he may seesaw between the two. His softer side is described in the following paragraphs. He is a dreamer who is attracted to the inner, mystical side of life, and may have trouble distinguishing the real from the imagined or illusory. Patrick does not enjoy confrontation and becomes very evasive when problems in his personal life or relationships arise, and escapes into his imagination in order to avoid dealing with them directly. He is also rather gullible and naive about people, especially if his sympathy has been aroused. Patrick Stump is very sensitive to music and can use it to achieve emotional balance and harmony. Powerful and complex emotions stir Patrick Stump, and his emotional life and closest personal relationships are apt to be tumultuous until Patrick does some deep soul searching. Buried feelings and memories that he does not want to deal with may surface at unexpected times. Holding in fears, secrets, or "taboo" thoughts and feelings can only serve to intensify them, and Patrick Stump needs to share them with someone who is sympathetic, trustworthy, and fairly objective. Ridding himself of emotional compulsions and deeply embedded patterns that do not serve him can be tremendously liberating, if Patrick Stump is willing to do the necessary inner house cleaning. His love feelings and desires are easily aroused but he may find it difficult to sustain his romantic interest in relationships after the initial, exciting "chase and conquest". Patrick Stump enjoys a dynamic partner with a strong independent streak, and he does not like things to become too peaceful or predictable in the love arena. Patrick wants to see sparks fly once in awhile, even if it means instigating a fight. Patrick is attracted to foreigners, exotic places, traveling, and to people who can expand his horizons, teach him something, or show Stump places and worlds he has never experienced before. Sharing a philosophy or ideal with his love partner is important to him. Also, Patrick Stump feels love and kinship for people everywhere, not only with his own family, nationality, or group. Finding similarities and making links between people from differing backgrounds or with different perspectives is a gift of his. There can be a lack of harmony or satisfaction in Stump's romantic relationships - not necessarily a great deal of open conflict, but simply an underlying tension or discontent. This is because the people Patrick Stump finds likeable, lovable, and agreeable to he may not be at all attuned to his sexual tastes and needs. Another, more direct way of saying this is, the people Patrick loves and the people Patrick wants to make love with are very different from one another. Patrick Stump may be confused about what he really needs and wants in personal relationships. Stump needs to acknowledge that he has some conflicting desires (such as a partner who is very gentle and sensitive but also a powerful, dominant personality, or security and commitment in love relationships but also a lot of freedom and excitement.) Trying to satisfy both sides of the equation can be a tricky challenge. Patrick Stump tends to be somewhat hypocritical and artificial and may even fool himself at times. His desires are likely to be a bit unrealistic and he may tries to hide his deception from others as well as from himself. Andy Hurley:
Serious and responsible, he tries to carry the world on his shoulders and rarely lets others know that he needs help and support. Andy Hurley denies or ignores his own emotional needs and feels that others will not accept him if he appears "weak". He is especially uncomfortable with emotional dependency, and tells himself and others (even children) not to be a "baby". Andy Hurley needs to accept that no one is self-sufficient all the time, and to be gentler with his "childish" emotional needs and wants. To others, he may appear to be rather hard-nosed and tough, with a businesslike attitude toward their personal concerns and feelings. Actually, no one is a truer friend. His feelings and loyalties run deep, but he often does not let people know how much he cares. Andy Hurley also sometimes needs to learn to relax, enjoy himself, and play. Andrew has strong attachments to his past, the place where he grew up, his heritage, and family traditions. In fact, Andy Hurley may be unable to step out of the habits and roles that he learned as a child. Hurley's tie to his mother is very strong and Andy Hurley also seeks nurturing and protection from his spouse and other family members as well. He needs love, affection, nurturing and enjoys being pampered - all of which is fine, as long as Andy Hurley is willing to give as well as receive the attention and "babying". Andrew has a rather childish dependency on loved ones, which can make him cling to them, or be very uncomfortable with any conflict that could conceivably lead to separation. Creating a loving family is certainly a challenge for Andrew - one that can be enormously satisfying if he can achieve it, and a source of great sadness if he cannot. He is easygoing, agreeable and tolerant, willing to overlook others' mistakes, forget the past, and begin anew on a positive note. He enjoys making others comfortable and happy, and he sometimes overdoes his generosity. Andy Hurley often feels that "everything will turn out all right no matter what I do", thereby becoming lazy and lackadaisical. Andy Hurley has a good perception and feeling of beauty and may have a talent for painting or drawing. Andy Hurley has a magnetic charm and is refined and calm when he is with people. Andrew has the ability to win people over by what he says and how he says it. Sensitive and sentimental, Andy Hurley is deeply attached to his family, old friends, familiar places and the past. He is romantic and tender in love relationships, and it is of utmost importance to Hurley to remember birthdays, anniversaries, family rituals and other personally significant days. Andy Hurley seeks caring, emotional support, and security in his love relationships. Andrew likes to be needed, as well as to cherish and protect his loved ones, of whom he is somewhat possessive. Promoting beauty, the arts, or entertainment can make Andy Hurley very happy. Andrew wants to contribute something positive and loving to the world at large and he wants to be recognized for his beauty, artistic gifts, or loving generosity. Andy Hurley may "marry" his work - that is, being more involved in his career than in his private life. Hurley is a natural host or diplomat. Andy Hurley loves to laugh, celebrate, and to enjoy himself with his companions. Emotionally open and easygoing, Andrew considers just about anyone a friend or potential friend. His good humor and friendliness make him quite popular and well-liked. At times, Andy Hurley overdoes the festivities, but he rarely regrets this. Joe Trohman:
Secretive and inclined to brooding silences, it is difficult for others to really know his inner core, for Joe Trohman only trusts and opens himself to a select few. Allowing himself to be vulnerable and to relinquish control in relationships is not easy for Trohman. Joe has intense, passionate loves and hates and is a jealously loyal and protective friend - or a fearsome foe. Joe Trohman has a nasty habit of holding onto past hurts, resentments and guilt - and to keep such feelings to himself. It is important for Joe Trohman to learn to forgive and let go, as well as to express his feelings openly and directly, rather than hiding or repressing them. He is not content with superficial appearances and is always probing beneath the surface of things for hidden motives. Joe Trohman has a great deal of emotional depth. Joe Trohman has a soft exterior and tends to relate very personally and sympathetically to other people. However, Joe sometimes lets his emotions overpower his reasoning and logic, and consequently he is sometimes biased in his opinions. Joe Trohman is impressionable and rather gentle, or at least that is the way he appears. His feelings are on the surface and Joe cannot hide his emotions. Joe Trohman genuinely appreciates and understands women, and is likely to have many female friends, a network of women who love and support him. It is relatively easy for Joe Trohman to attract companionship and affection, and there will never be a lack of such relationships in his life. Children are very important to Trohman also. He is subject to strange emotional experiences which could relate to the supernatural. Very sensitive, Joe Trohman immediately responds to every influence, resulting in frequent changes of mood. He may be interested in the occult, psychic studies and spiritualism. Joe Trohman possesses the gifts of tact, courtesy and consideration, and has a strong desire to please and understand his love partner. Because he values harmony so highly, Joe Trohman will compromise a great deal to avoid any discord or conflict in his relationships. Joe does not like to dwell on controversial or emotional subjects and often tries to "smooth things over" or "sweep them under the rug". In love relationships, Joe Trohman wants an intellectual peer, an equal and a friend. He is attracted to people who have a certain finesse, delicacy and subtlety. Joe Trohman appreciates good manners and refinement and is not happy with coarseness or bluntness in a person. Trohman is a very sociable, congenial person and he wilts very quickly without relationships with good friends and people to share good times with. Joe Trohman thoroughly enjoys working with others on group projects or community activities. He is quite happy when he is a part of a club, support group, or team of some sort. Joe Trohman shares whatever he has freely and his friends know they can always count on Joe's generosity and support - both emotional and material. His good-hearted acceptance and tolerance of others' foibles goes a long way toward maintaining harmony in his relationships. Joe Trohman also has a lazy streak and sometimes avoids confronting difficult issues in relationships simply because it seems like too much trouble and too petty. Joe likes to socialize and will use any excuse to celebrate with friends. He cannot tolerate being overly restricted by his love partner, and encourages his partner's freedom as well. Joe Trohman has a very romantic, idealistic vision of love relationships and may be disillusioned to discover that no real, flesh-and-blood human being ever quite lives up to his dream image of the "perfect love". Though Joe frequently fantasizes about love and romance - he may avoid becoming intimately involved with anyone or making definite commitments. When it comes to love, Trohman can be evasive and dishonest with himself and others. Some of Trohman's love yearnings may be expressed through art, music or an involvement with mysticism. His interests may lead Joe Trohman to unusual or specialized artistic fields and he has the ability to successfully advertise or promote his projects. Joe could do well in journalism and in writing sexual literature. This astrological configuration also is associated with a marriage swindler! He is inclined to be rather quiet and humble and go about his business in a very modest way. Feeling sad frequently, Joe Trohman does not seem to have much interest in becoming involved in love relationships. Joe Trohman has a strong desire for harmony and beauty in his surroundings. Very interested in art, he is likely to devote his life to beauty and art. He may pursue a career in cultivating and embellishing the environment. Pete Wentz:
His desire for harmonious relationships and surroundings is so strong that he avoids personal confrontation or any expression of intense, unpleasant emotions. Peter Wentz is an idealist who would like to paint the world in pastel colors, and live in peace and harmony with others at all times. He is able to see points of similarity and unity with people who are vastly different from him, and befriend many different types of people. He is a considerate and thoughtful friend, and has a real flair for making others feel accepted and appreciated. Inwardly, Peter Wentz is often torn with indecision and is much more at odds with himself than others would ever guess based on his flawless disposition. He is likely to be a great collector of things - a real pack rat in fact - for his belongings give Peter Wentz a sense of security and continuity with the past, which is important to him. Antiques or things with sentimental value from Peter's past are especially dear to him. Peter Wentz may also cling rather tightly to money and possessions, keeping them "in the family" rather than sharing freely with those outside of his immediate circle. Peter Wentz tends to be touchy, defensive and rather territorial, and if he perceives a threat to his family or home or personal safety, he can be quite aggressive. Sometimes Peter feels out of sorts and hostile for no apparent reason, and this is usually due to unexpressed, unresolved anger from the past. Peter Wentz also has a desire to lead, to compete, or to be a free agent, that he is not entirely conscious of. It is good for Wentz to have benign outlets and ways to let off steam on a regular basis, such as demanding physical work or athletics. Otherwise Peter Wentz may be rather hard to live with, even abusive in his relationships. His emotions are very intense, but often hidden. Like a volcano, one minute Peter Wentz seems quite peaceful and the next, he is exploding with great force and unexpected fury. The intensity of his reactions often surprises even him. Peter has tremendous zeal and tends to be an emotional fanatic about things he cares about. His feelings and desires can be so compelling that he does things against his better judgment and reason. Wentz can also be very manipulative, in a subtle way. His personal relationships are deeply emotional, passionate and often stormy and painful as well. He is getting quickly excited by other people and will probably have many relationships that are terminated just as quickly as they are made. Peter Wentz does not like to be alone and he always keeps his house open for his friends and acquaintances. In love relationships, Peter Wentz is steadfast and loyal, especially if he has a warm, demonstrative partner. He is very sensual in nature and craves plenty of touching and physical affection. Peter enjoys being pampered with a good meal, a loving massage or other sensual delights. He is a wonderful lover who is very attentive to the comfort and enjoyment of his loved one. Peter Wentz responds intensely to beauty and physical appearance, and the physical attractiveness of his partner is very important to him. Peter is attracted to foreigners, exotic places, traveling, and to people who can expand his horizons, teach him something, or show Wentz places and worlds he has never experienced before. Sharing a philosophy or ideal with his love partner is important to him. Also, Peter Wentz feels love and kinship for people everywhere, not only with his own family, nationality, or group. Finding similarities and making links between people from differing backgrounds or with different perspectives is a gift of his. Peter Wentz is not a traditionalist where love and relationships are concerned, and he often feels that formal commitments and conventional relationships are too binding and restricting. Thus, Peter is not very comfortable with forming lasting attachments or letting other people depend on him. He may be attracted to wild, unreliable, highly creative and/or unstable people who do not offer him any security. Even if Peter Wentz professes to want something steady and solid, he is very reluctant to give up his freedom and autonomy for its sake. At best, he is suited to serial monogamy or relationships that leave Wentz a lot of breathing space. He is inclined to do everything with love and may even be in love with his profession. At times Peter Wentz is apt to consider his work as a substitute for a partner, but he could also show some narcissistic tendencies.
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